.W.o.R.d.s.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

A great friend

Is one who will help you unconditionally
Is one who you know will help you when you need it
Is one who will help you even if you do not ask for it
Is one who does not give empty promises
Is one who believes in you
Is one who will stand by you
Is one whom you do not question
Is one who shares your joy and pain
Is one who you know will not let you down
So...
how many great friends do you have?

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

7

Seven things that scare me
1. Letting people down
2. Losing my friends and family
3. Dying and getting forgotten
4. Causing hurt
5. Sound of scrapping metals
6. Cannot find girlfriend =P
7. Somebody
.
Seven things that i like the most
1. Spending time with friends
2. Spending time with family
3. Sleeping
4. Eating good food
5. Dreaming
6. Making my dreams come true
7. Somebody
.
Seven Important things in my room
1. Bed
2. Pillow
3. Blanket
4. Mirror
5. Laptop
6. The door
7. My notes
.
Seven Random facts about me... Grr
1. Foolish
2. Hardworking ( sometimes )
3. "First line "
4. Can't remember much of my life
5. Lovesick
6. Medical student
7. I'm planning far ahead
.
Seven Things I Plan To Do Before I Die
1. Get married
2. Have kids
3. Find somebody to love
4. Travel around the world, see all the nice places
5. Make people around me as happy as they can be
6. Try dog food
7. Build a world with somebody
.
Seven things I can do
1. Read notes
2. Think for other people
3. Sports
4. Computer games
5. Try to make people happy
6. Think too much and cry
7. Die for the person I love
.
Seven Things I Can't Do
1. Sleep with the lights on
2. Sleep with noise
3. Pretend to be other people
4. Be emotianally detached
5. Make big money
6. Mix around in big groups
7. Look shuai
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Seven Things I Say The Most
1. Sorry
2. Heys
3. Yoz
4. Hehs
5. Cool
6. I wanna be happy
7. not fat
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Seven Celebrity Crushes
1. Natalie Portman
2. JLH
3. SMG
4. Maria Sharapova
5. Anna kournikova
6. Charlize Theron
7. Somebody
.
Seven people who have to do this
1. Everybody
2. Everybody
3. Everybody
4. Everybody
5. Everybody
6. Everybody
7. Everybody

Monday, September 26, 2005

Hols

Sigh, going to be a long and dull hols,
with loads of mugging and pretty much nothing else i can do...
=(
And everyone else is out playing!
=((

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Hmmm...

Felt a tug today...
Strangely...
Something so small tells you so much...

Friday, September 23, 2005

=-0

I believe everything you say.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

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l l l l l l

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There are just so many things that i can't describe at the moment.
The world was never fair,
the path was never going to be easy,
I will be strong.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tears and rain

James Blunt - Tears And Rain Lyrics
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Monday, September 19, 2005

TIme

Is Time a measure of love?
Or is it a measure of 'stubborness'
of people who do not want to give up,
and wants to continue to dream.
Sometimes giving up is the right thing,
and sometimes it is not.
Is it foolish to love a person who does not love you back for so long?
Is it foolish to hang on to feelings,
whom we all know can so easily altered if we do not maintain it...
Feelings that once were, what do they mean for?
If love is a game,
it is a foolish one.
If love was meant to be,
it will be so.
I hope I'm not a foolish person.
And whatever it is,
i know i will not hesistate to love.

Wows

The full range of bathroom accessories
Shower foam, shampoo, conditioner, facial foam, tootpaste
cost me 27 bucks!
Talk about expensive!
=p

Saturday, September 17, 2005

A long long way

Was just thinking how far I've gone in life,
i've come a long long way from home,
and it's almost been a year away from so many people i know,
done so many things i've never thought i would have done,
I've really gone a long long way in life,
in ways i do not realise yet maybe,
i mean we dun actively feel we've changed,
but we have...
What will it be like..
few more years from now?

Kope-ing pictures



Whoa, really can kope other people's pictures, thanks jh. =P

Ooh, love the songs...

November Rain


When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain


Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one


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Living on a prayer

We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference if we make it or not.
We've got each other and that's a lot for love -
We'll give it a shot.

We're half way there - Livin' on a prayer

Photos


The ballroom!!


ghostly apparition

Getting ready to go home

???

The focus is on the hands

Oh, the real candle light lighting

Our table

Eh, ...

Wassup, look wrong way again!

Xing Ning, TIm, Kim

Our masks...

"Hey's why arn't you all looking my way! "

Shue wen

???

Kristie

Rach


Xing Ning's response to a bad joke

Eelin

Nicole

Tim and Min

Weiyong

Weiyong, Tim, Shuewen

Xing ning

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Novelty

When doing too many things,
might mean that you're doing more harm than good.
Every other wednesday, i'll get some lifeskill lessons,
from people who has seen much more of life than i did,
and through their experieces and illness,
teaches much more to you than you expect.
Sometimes we tell ourselves that something is wrong,
but we still end up doing it,
and we tell ourselves that there are things we should do in life,
but we still end up not doing it,
that's what sets people apart,
not just to have the mind to think about things,
but to having what it takes to get down to it.
Humans are stupid creatures,
we will only feel the pain when we fall,
no matter how much we might know it will before,
we will only appreciate the presence of something,
after it has left us once again to the absence..
Many times we want to do the right thing,
but we do not have the courage or will to do it.
DIfferent people learn things in a different manner,
some people have to do it the 'hard' way,
some people need to be pushed,
some people can learn it when they are told.
We often fall, and get hurt,
sometimes it's very painful,
and we don't want to get up anymore,
and life just passes by.
Whatever it is,
life is full of regrets,
all we can do is to try and have less of it,
and even if there is,
there is no good that regret does....
There is no room to undo a regret,
cause it will only lead to more regrets.
Think I've reach the grand old age when i am jaded and tired of everything,
just wanna get some rest and comfort in my life,
perhaps I'm just waiting for the next part of my life to begin,
i only hope for one thing,
that i will find peace,
in times when i have to juggle doing so many things...
It's not easy,
but I am trying....
I will...

In someone

I will find the solace,
the comfort,
the encouragement,
the energy,
the rest,
the peace,
the clam,
and the joy.
One day,
I will....
I hope..
+)

Tired

Not been sleeping, will be back blogging.
Many things happening.
Maybe really reach the fork in the road liao.
=/

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I want to be heartless.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Happiness

I think life is about making people happy.
As long as I make the people around me happy,
then I'm happy as well.

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Food for thought

Do not unto others what you want not others to do onto you.

Have always lived by that,
Just realised that in many ways,
it has altered my view on life.
Maybe life is just a personal philosophy after all.

On another notes,
Panadol extras work wonders.
Was feeling shitified with major headache and minor temperature.
Struggling to study.
Ate some panadol extras.
Suddenly the world seems much clearer.
Bummer to be surviving on drugs.
Sigh.
Life is just like that lor.
=/

Spring

Hmm, the sun is out,
the weather is great,
the air is fresh,
and the birds are singing,
still have remnant of the cold hanging on to me,
but i know it'll pass.
Sigh,
if only i could garner the weather into my emotions,
which still seems be gathering remnants of the winter gloom.
I liked it dark and gloomy,
perhaps i'll like it bright and sunny too.
So many what if in life.
Where is the simple life?
=/

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Moonlight

Just realised,
that for some reason there is absoultely no moonlight here.
Maybe that's why sometimes the night feels different.
I miss the haunting but beautiful beams of moonlight through the window panes.
=/

Changes

The most subtle changes,
are the ones that last the longest,
strikes the deepest,
but hardest to spot.

Was talking to my sis,
does passion and novelty always wear off in a relationship?
How long can it truely last,
even with the 'person of your dreams'?
Five, ten years?
Men,
the eternal ungrateful,
when will we be truely satisfied with what we have?
Dunno for girls,
but for guys,
there's always the temptation of that 'sweet young chick'.
Maybe there's such a thing as eternal youth, eternal looks...
One wonders,
but there is always hope for the dreamer...

^_^

Bored 2

You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

100%

Goofy

75%

Sleeping Beauty

75%

Cinderella

75%

Cruella De Ville

50%

The Beast

50%

Snow White

38%

Pinocchio

25%

Ariel

25%

Donald Duck

6%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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Bo0red

You scored as Harry Potter. You can be a little reckless and hot-headed at times, but a more brave and courageous friend would be hard to find.

Harry Potter

90%

Remus Lupin

65%

Albus Dumbledore

60%

Sirius Black

60%

Hermione Granger

50%

Severus Snape

50%

Ron Weasley

45%

Draco Malfoy

45%

Lord Voldemort

45%

Ginny Weasley

35%

Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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It's amazing

How other people can keep you going,
even if you can't keep yourself going.
Was feeling rather ill and down most of today,
but the moment i set out on doing things for this person,
suddenly i was full of energy and perk again.
Suddenly it seemed that my cold had gone away.
And i was in library happily zapping notes.
And in boost 'sampling' drinks,
other people's drinks. =P
Wells, for a while, i was feeling normal. =)
And then things started to look even more up after we had a chat,
i'd have sworn i had recovered from my sore throat and stuffy nose.
And now back in my room,
the stupid stuffy phelgm in my nose and throat comes back again.
Grrrr.
Not been sleeping, studying, thinking too clearly.
=/
Wells, come to think of it, we can't be happy all the time,
we can't be feeling on top of the world everyday, every single moment.
Just gotta try to happy even when things seem down,
nothing ain't so bad in the end,
i can't be feeling lousy half the time i'm alive.
Take a chance on life.
^_^

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Finsh the sentence

All things should not have conditions attached to it....
and
It was a cold cold night in Paris.....

Of looks and change

Was looking at some photos of mine,
and realise that i've changed quite abit,
and so has everyone else from JC,
some more, some less.
Something so inconsistent,
and something we pay so much attention to.
Wun deny being abit of a vain-pot myself.
Then again, who isn't.
Sigh, drilling the idea of
-- LOOKS DUN MATTER! -- of so long,
think it's finally settling in.
Sigh if only everyone else thinks the same way. =)
Hehs, maybe it matters a bit la,
can never eliminate it.
At the end of the day,
what does looks count for, especially when we're all going down. =P
Moral of the story,
find someone u like for not how she looks,
but someone u like for who she is,
and someone who likes you for not how u look,
but someone who likes you for who you are.
Maybe then the world will be less complicated.
^_^

Monday, September 05, 2005

Posting pics



This is you guys now?
=P

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Luan xiang

Yesterday in lab,
suddenly the reality of me going to become a doctor hit me,
of years of hardship and toiling in environments like these,
of endless nights of studying,
and seemingly existence hit me.
ANd then i let my thoughts drift to the future,
of being a doctor,
of being confident and knowledgable,
of having a family,
of having the finiancial stability,
of finding love.
Dream
of someone i can cuddle up to when we're watching tv,
and wake up to beside everyday to tell her how beautiful she looks,
of someone whom i'm not afraid to be seen crying to,
of someone who will have little suprises for me as i would have for her,
and who will enjoy my company as much as i enjoy hers,
of someone to do everything together with...
Of someone to share endless secrets and memories,
and to whom everything means as much to me as it does to her,
to have signs and languages that only we know,
special places and things we keep in our hearts,
to share a smile,
dreams and life with,
to build a world of our own.
Maybe it will be but a dream...

Friday, September 02, 2005

_l_l

To love with pain,
rather than to live in vain.