Getting hurt

Guess we're in the period,
where we're most afraid to get hurt,
and the least willing to bring trouble onto oneself,
maybe the burden we all carry is too great,
everyone needs a memory eraser at one point or another,
and then we can all start afresh,
how nice that would be,
to keep your memories but lose the burden of them,
i guess we'll never be entirely sure what we want,
and who in the world is not afraid to lose,
wellz... everyone out there...
have a little courage and faith in life,
when you take step forward,
don't look back at the space you've left,
if we do not unravel ourself from the knots we tie ourself in,
than we'll live our entire lives in burden.
Wellz, do not be daredevil,
and do spare a thought for others,
we are humans after all,
live for the future and not for the past.
Nitez everyone...
^_^

oooool0000looooo

Having restless nights recently, and not been stepping out of the house,
just can't find the mood to go out. Life can be such a bore somedays,
going out somehow seems to have lost some of its lustre too,
when everything in life seems to have lost it's glow, but haihz,
it's probably there, just that it hasn't surfaced.
Wells, nothing to be crazy about, nothing to be passionate about,
a paradise in our heads is what we all have...

Bloggie!

If only my blog could talk to me.
I tell him so much, but he refuses to talk.
=(

How long how long how long...

How long will it be,
before one gives up on his dreams?
Condolences only work if you believe...

........

When you have to force yourself to think in a particular way so as to fit the situation,
you know that perhaps something is wrong,
but then again,
do we always have a choice?

If

We are to have the strength to live,
then we must also have the strength to lose.

Musings

We are the sum of all the moments in our life,
our memories never finish if we're still alive.
we see the world through this tiny little keyhole,
so small that we only let a glimmer of light through,
strength is forged, not god given,
and the person we lie to the most is ourself,
The people that we'll connect with in life is far and few,
and time passes by quicker than it feels,
perhaps loss gives a greater sense of rememberance,
at the end,
what do you make of your life?
Open you own heart,
not to interact with others,
but turn it upon youself foremostly,
take a moment,
and look into your own soul,
listen to what i says,
and all your questions will be answered.

Human spirit

In life sometimes we gotta make sacrifices,
and lose the things we least want to lose,
often we lack the strength,
and we run out of time,
easy decisions don't come by,
and we wound our soul,
rise above,
rise above,
some people will never give up...

Run

Snow Patrol : 'Run'

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess



Oh a nice song...

This is bad

Feel a sore throat creeping up on me,
swallowing hurts,
head also abit heavy.
Talk about falling sick.
On another note, glad i don't have 6 diff subjects to study for like my sis.
And exams span over weeks, and even on saturdays.
Perhaps overseas education is not that bad.

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

How happy is the blameless vestal's lots!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned.

Alexander pope (207-210)
http://eir.library.utoronto.ca/rpo/display/poem1630.html

Lazy day

Reading the newpaper today, amazing they have such interesting articles to offer.
Front page, old man dupes young vietnamese girl into sex by cheating her and the matchmaking agency. Debated whether it was rape or not, because the girl did it 'willingly', but under the belief he was going to marry her. F*cking old man was 64, the poor girl was 21. Went home devastated.
Second article on aesthetic surgery, specialists fighting the GPs whom they feel should not have the right to do any form of cosmetic surgery. Are they really concerned for the patient or trying to protect this lucrative trade?
Third article, women doing cosmetic surgery on their private parts to make themselves more appealing to their husbands... and various other reasons...
Another miscellaneous article about the death sentence for the Aussie, from the Singaporean point of view.
Else, was a bummer day, spent the day sorting out my cds and looking through some photographs, and taking a walk around the neighbourhood.
Came up with a huge collection of shows to watched, never really thought i had them.
Moulin rouge
Sleepless in Seattle
Kate and Leopold
....
Wellz, life is a bore...

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Definite

Everything is as definite as you make it to be.
We have the power to make things happen,
things are either true or not true,
we either do it or we don't do it,
Life will be less of a mull,
if we just do it.
*This is not a nike advertisement.*

Been bumming around

Watching movies, walking around alone, trying out different food.
Somehow there's this thing that bothers me alot, but i just can't put it into words here.
Wonder how everyone is, either friends from singapore or melbourne, ( is there a need for such distinction? )
Watched Star wars episode iii, was actually pretty good, and so was Harry Potter.
Wells.
Life still seems to be lacking something though.
Have magically conjured up a list of things i want, wells,
thats human nature for you,
you know you shouldn't but you still want it.
Everyday feels like i'm going through a routine,
somehow there seems to be a pretty limited list of things to do.
I run out of places to go.. =(
This is weird,
i actually wish the holidays were shorter so I can go back earlier.
SOmehow, it feels that my place isn't here anymore,
take carez everyone,
wherever you all are...

I'm backs

Life is unfair,
and if we cannot get to do what we want to do,
and we cannot love who we want to love,
then life is very miserable.
I guess almost everything is in our own hands,
oppurtunities come and go,
time passes by quicker than we think,
face the new twist with a brave front,
don't be scared to lose,
bah,
I can't seem to find a peace of mind these days,
had my fair share of lust on my first day in singapore,
walked around a little within the neighbourhood,
and suddenly i have a huge list of things i want to buy.
Bought loads of dvds and stuff,
but guess material comfort is scant comfort for anything else.
Life can get a little meaningless sometimes,
i dunno what I'm living for right now,
just looking around for something i guess...

Hmm

Exam's over le.
Wonder how this break's gonna be like.

Hmm, tim this is what i got

It seems a lil true, hehs..

ROSE EYES

You have Rose
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Compassion,
Patience, Understanding, Innocence,
Generosity
Negative Traits: Naive,
Overly Optimistic, Ignorant, Passive, Easily
Taken Advantage Of


Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
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